Do you ever feel so passionate about a person
that your insides curl up with pain thinking about them?
and it’s so horrible
because you can’t stop the thoughts.
While you live on your mundane life,
thinking thousands of thoughts each day
there they are
inside your skull
with no intention of leaving.
When you’re at the grocery store
going though the isles
you spot a carton with a label that reads “organic eggs”
and you think about them.
and how incredible they are
and the miles between you
and the feeling of your insides turning
and how the thoughts never stop.
They never fucking stop.
and you pause and wonder
if his thoughts never stop, too.